I Believe in the One. . .

I believe in you, I believe in us. Short, sweet and to the point. No bull.

I don't think I have ever had a man love me so completely for me. Who I am to my very core. This man does not care when I wake up after a long night and my hair is a mess, or if I'm perfectly primped, he shows me the same love either way. He knows my sensitive nature and treats me angelically for it. I have never been held so tight throughout the night, and felt truly invincible. I have never been so adored and honored to be someones baby girl, his baby girl. Having my dad pass away at a young age, I'm not sure exactly what role a man or a father plays into your life, but I am pretty sure that if my dad were alive today he would say "Yes. This is the man for you. This kindness from him and his family you are experiencing, is what you deserve and what you will have for a lifetime." Wow, a lifetime of being loved for who I am after all I have been through, makes it all worth it.

I believe in you, I believe in us. 

Beauty of "The Bond". . .

In life we meet so many people everyday. Wether it be a quick hi or hello, a conversation about the weather, or an in depth conversation you have about life and its up's and down's, we are drawn to certain people. Sometimes you are just being friendly, or polite. Other times you think, wow, I would like to hang out with this person again. Is it about finding people who share the same outlook on life with you? Have the same beliefs? Common interests perhaps? Im not sure. I have a handful of girls that I would call my best friends. All of which I have grown up with accept one. This one person and I met through a mutual friend and automatically bonded. I don't know what it was that made us exchange numbers and hang out the next day after meeting, but we just understood one another. We got each other, never judged, and it was always an even exchange of words we shared. I talked she listened. I listened, she talked. Almost 2 years later our friendship remains the same way. I wish I could find this bond everyday, but than it would take away the specialness (is that a word??) of that exact thing, one of lifes rare, special, and unique bonds. Life is a gift, appreciate it's presents everyday.

Bonded for life. . .

Come Together. . .

First Christmas away from the family, the friends, the pets, and the state I called home. I love new experiences and this December 24th and 25th will be exactly that. Meeting all the aunts, uncles, cousins, and family friends of my love's. Taking part in new traditions, HAVING traditions to be a part of, this will be new to me. Getting excited to go out and shop for a fun and festive holiday cocktail dress, yet wondering what does one buy to wear when it is an expected high of 40 degrees and low of 25 buurrrrr!! Weather aside, Im looking forward to my first Coloroado Christmas and if im lucky enough, maybe even my first white Christmas.

Here's to being lucky. . .

Gotta Start Somewhere. . .

One of my best friends has a blog and I am constantly checking it for the latest updates on her life out in Orange County, California. Being a Southern California native (now living in cold Colorado) I do miss the warm sun on my skin, the salty air from the beach, and those long drives down Pacific Coast Highway. The beach life, the easy life, the best life was what i knew. I moved to Colorado not for a job opportunity, not to be closer to family, but for the pure joy of falling completely in love. This has taken some adjusting for me; the dryer weather, the cold cold nights, living with room mates (3 guys including my bf and his brother's girlfriend Jenny), having my 1 year old kitten replaced now with a 90 pound American Bulldog, its no longer what i say goes. I have never had room mates before and never really wanted them. Now I see I was definitely missing out on some things. Making dinners together, having movie and wine nights, coming home and having friends there to talk to about your day wether good or bad, it becomes a family. I can count on these people for support, encouragement, and for a shoulder to cry on when I need it. They can count on me for the same in return and it has really touched my heart in a ton of ways. I moved out here for love for one man and have been so blessed to also be loved by so many important people in his life. I was accepted, loved, and cared for right away. The most genuine kind of love and care that I have ever felt. I met my boyfriend in Las Vegas mind you, while there for a girls weekend just 4 months ago. Now here I am, new life, new love and I couldn't be happier! This just goes to show that life has so many unexpected blessings! You never know what god has in store for you and you must always believe that it is something great!

Where I was. . .

Where I am. . .

What I have. . .